[Hook]x2 Hate gettin' high but i wanna get lifted Have seen it all and you know that i lived it I got a road and i'm gettin' drifted In the present gettin' hard to be gifted [Verse 1] I have seen it all yes enough for a million eyes I have been through all yes enough for a million lifes When's the last time that i seen a free bu*terfly Yesterday still had to hug my momma cryin' What we gotta do to be sure to be immortalized 'cept gettin' murder or be the leader of an other crime Will i let someone shine under my light? Or will i leave something dark like the twilight? I don't wanna leave anybody in the darkness How easy is life if you're another guy heartless Just believe what i said, i'm may not be the smartest My heart is still pure, i just wanna be an artist But always the youth that's complaining all day Kids who ain't did sh** just hanging in hallways I think we far away from anything y'all say You can forget the rules cause life ain't a ball play [Hook]x2 Hate gettin' high but i wanna get lifted Have seen it all and you know that i lived it I got a road and i'm gettin' drifted In the present gettin' hard to be gifted [Verse 2] Make us dream 'bout things we ain't own Which kid last night didn't came home And you asked why we so scared outside the safe zone I wonder what will be written on my grave stone "An other motherf**er laying dead saying then his biggest dream Was his future and he would slaying them staying in his self esteem" I wanna get lifted untill a motherf**er levitate Handling this sh**ty business like it's everyday Hold the beat down now i think it's time to confess I need a minute to put it back in proper context My lifetime's like a skydive and it's complex My eyesight sees what i like that's accomplished Momma told me that i should be making my own fate Be a creator watch your behaviour if everything around is hate Everything around is pain, anything that's out's the same I think i'm going insane, it's not just something i'm sayin' [Hook]x2 Hate gettin' high but i wanna get lifted Have seen it all and you know that i lived it I got a road and i'm gettin' drifted In the present gettin' hard to be gifted [Verse 3] I need to focus, hope is ahead as i'm paving my road I might be a bit too scared since i brought with me some life boats Take the homies side make a homicide I know this story, left some traumatised It's horrible to see my friends falling in c**aine Impossible to stop since it's taking out all pain Inaudible to them since they all worship Cobain Deplorable to see them lose when they are not playin' My oldest homie told me he wanna live like in Scarface And the motherf**er almost died in a car chase Yo, R.I.P I'm talking to the chances to one day get the answers of knowing where i'll be The mayor i'll be i got the keys of this f**ing town I've seen some friends who had the K's and then got locked down I've seen some who got shot down no wonder we're shocked now They going in like me but rarely have i seen them got out [Hook]x2 Hate gettin' high but i wanna get lifted Have seen it all and you know that i lived it I got a road and i'm gettin' drifted In the present gettin' hard to be gifted [Verse 4] I never met someone who admits to be the villain I wanna die a hero but i have a bad feeling A little bit like i'm the one crackin jokes in Gotham Or like the cops shootings innocents sayin' "we got him" Right at the ending of Before The Beginning They're all stuntin' and frontin' till they say nothin' when they're beggin' em To stay alive now let's see who has the bigger lie Sorry but i heard a million time how they're feeling like The best cause the checks and the chicks, how they're real and right How they deal all night but tell me how someone real don't write You hate all the gangstas cause your friends in the mourning You ain't got the answers like you're Sway In The Morning