IFloss - Recurring Thoughts lyrics

Sometimes I sit down and question my impatience I wonder when my time's gone come, I keep pacing The actions to attain my goal in my mind SHUT THE fu*k UP WORLD I'm NOT CRYING I see people winning and wonder if I'm losing My name ain't blown up, they ain't dancing like cubans Its getting to my core, eating my persona SHUT THE fu*k UP MOM I SWEAR I'm GON BLOW UP Ive been tryna get it perfect i've been at for a year Sometimes I wish I wouldve found a new career And wore a suit and tie, enjoy my white lie SHUT THE fu*k UP DAD IM NOT HIGH THOSE MY EYES! I want it to the point where I feel I'm really sinning But jesus said through the first stone, am I winning I toss it at the who*e, hip-hop's her bloody name SHUT THE fu*k UP PRIEST YOU DONT OWN YOUR OWN BRAIN And people always tell me to focus on school Look at how rich kobe is right out of high school I wanna be cool, I wanna be a mamba SHUT THE fu*k UP FLOSS STOP LYING CUT THE DRAMA! The past few tracks have pa**ed welcome to my life Hoping the show starts soon I'm tired of all the night I'm tryna get it right and find happiness in chaos SHUT THE fu*k UP FLOSS, SOON ITS GON PAY OFF!! Its gon pay off, soon its gon pay off (x3) I can't forget Find Happiness.In.Chaos Mixtape can be found at www.iFloss.bandcamp.com