Ien Oblique - Change the Words lyrics

I'm suspended again Restless and trapped in lies Waiting here to feel A touch that might seem real All alone in the dark An end reflects from my eyes Looking here for signs Or something quick to silence the cries Change the words Rewrite the story That I've etched deep inside Be cruel Let the truth sink down And this hope might fade away The dark reality's here To show me I'm not the one I'm surrounded again With plans that I can't fulfill Searching here to find An image of a happier life Gripping harder each day Like sand it falls from my hands And the tighter that I try to hold The more I have to just let go Change the words Rewrite the story That I've etched deep inside Be cruel Let the truth sink down And this hope might fade away The dark reality's here To show me I'm not the one The dark reality's here To show me I'm not the one