Idy - Here's Your Valen-time-bomb lyrics

Here I sit, so dorkishly inside this plastic lawn chair. Sandled feet clad to the balcony as Im taking in this Jersey air, and Im starting to think about a girl back home whos probably thinking about anything but me. Im starting to think theres nothing left for us, Im starting to think... Time ticks away, cant you feel the presence of panic inside the oxygen that youre filling your lungs with as you take in breath for strength. And, you ask in all your naivety even though you dont care for answers, but I just hope your heart bursts like a balloon because you know damn well what you do to me. Come closer love, cant we just escape this? Mandy marches to her mailbox for a letter from her favorite douche bag. Hes away again playing music for his quote-unquote cult of groupie sickos. And there his letter sits, with proper postage, shell read it later when she gets to it and shell show it to her mom, whos never liked him, who smiles where it says he may never come back. Now she drives to work barely affected by his false hopes for rea**urance. Hes so far away and feels like a fraud every time he speaks nice things about her, and she hopes that she will see him again soon, so she can collect the things that he bought for her. By now he gets a sense that Mandy uses him, cause she acts like a princess, and makes him hate being home.