Ida Jenshus - If today was off my mind lyrics

What if today was off my mind What if the running out of time That gets me everyday Makes me long my life away If today was off my mind What if I didn't feel this song And if the meaning comes out wrong If the trembling of my eyes Sends me shooting through the skies Because I'm not here tonight I'm changing everything I've got for something new And everything that I have done I will undo But nothing's really wrong so who am I To change the truth I love and know for a pack of lies? There's always a fifth wheel It's a nervousness I feel But when I get onstage It's more than just a wage It is everything I am I'm changing everything I've got for something new And everything that I have done I will undo Oh, but nothing's really wrong so who am I So who am I? Would I make the choice again To go chasing for the wind? A path that's never clear Runs on ego and blind fear Would I make that choice again? I'm changing everything I've got for something new And everything that I have done I will undo I'm changing everything I've got for something new And everything that I have done I will undo Oh, but nothing's really wrong so who am I To change the truth I love and know for a pack of lies?