Happy hurts sometimes, oh Blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh I've been getting better at slowly getting worse, oh What's wrong with me when happy hurts? Happy hurts This on again/off again tempomental affection For my darling depression is making me go mad I hear there's a fine line a final line between crazy and sad But I can't tell the difference up close There's a lot of us you know ill and undiagnosed but i don't need a piece of paper to tell me what I already know I'm not alright for tonight, can we let that be alright? Pickup the battle again in the morning light Fighting so hard to come out of the dark Trying to turn of the night Finally letting the light Trying to make my misery just a piece of my history A little less victim, a little more victory Happy hurts sometimes, oh blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh what's wrong with me when happy hurts? happy hurts So today I feel OK I guess it was all just in my head I just needed to try harder I guess... Yeah everyone else in the world seems to be doing alright Yeah, I'm alright for tonight Can we let the pain and the happy mix Can the two coexist? The beauty next to the mess Because I swear I have them both already beating in my chest If that makes me crazy the numbers don't lie but I don't call that crazy I call it being alive Fighting so hard to come out of the dark Trying to turn of the night Finally letting the light Trying to make my misery just a piece of my history A little less victim, please... Happy hurts sometimes, oh blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh what's wrong with me when happy hurts? happy hurts If i had to pick between the way that I am and the way that everybody seems to pretend I wouldn't consider it, not for anything, not for even a second between psycho and sanity It's not even a question My favorite parts of myself seem to make the least sense, all the cracks in my skin they just let the light in My favorite parts of myself make the least sense All the cracks in my skin they let the light in Happy hurts sometimes, oh Blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh What's wrong with me when happy hurts? Happy hurts what's wrong with me when happy hurts? Happy hurts I keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh what's wrong with me when happy hurts? Happy hurts