Ice Nine k**s - What I Really Learned In Study Hall lyrics

Waking up right next to you Is the last thing that I want to do Knowing you don't care Cause you're spineless and too much to take And my kindness was a big mistake It gets me nowhere And Ive been reading through your letters Hoping that you'd never make up your mind And I wish I was a boy again Where I could still pretend you were mine I'm drinking too much these days it never seems to help Cause you say Ill never change And that I'm the only one who I care about when you say That you're leaving and you're ready to go Cause you thought I was cheating But I don't think you want to know Well I think that things are better this way When it seems like you're breathing But you're already dead to me Making up my mind on you Is something I wish I could do But you're so damn thoughtless and I'm not going to lose To any of these games you play Cause no one likes you anyway You're just a faceless name So what will you say When I tell you that your life's like a book Its torn and tattered sitting on a shelf Where no one wants to look And it seems That this is what we want As your face begins to haunt my memories And seep into my future dreams Where no one can hear you scream