Ice Nine k**s - In The Throws Of Moral Quandary lyrics

Well I'm taking time to realize I'm making myself sick With every pill that fills me inside It makes it hard for me to quit It's not like I want to be a slave to something But somethings got me and now I cant stop BURNING out I'm a lost cause And I might not be here tomorrow So call the cops And tell them to lock me away I'm sick and dying in vain In there I can't hurt myself anymore But I don't feel guilty cause we all make mistakes And I'll just learn on the way And maybe tomorrow I'll be give this all up But tonight I'm begging you for more Cause all I wanted was a future That I could call my own But it isn't easy not to need this And just let it go You gotta believe me I can't stop Right Now I couldn't care less if this sh** f**in' k**s me Don't Save; Drown me God is dead I'm buried by his side This Ain't Temporary now So I take a moment And I let these pills sink in Now I know I shouldn't be happy But these chemicals let me pretend Cause I've tried so hard To give it up But I give in to demons Just give me a reason to stop Cause I want more My destiny has forgot me So call the cops Tell them to lock me away And if I die Then hide my body But tell everyone I'm fine Are we so perfect that we can't make mistakes I want to learn on the way I promise tomorrow I'll give it up So come on Give me that chemical contact Oh yeah you make me feel so good I got an itch you can scratch So just k** me now And End This War