Ianesco - X lyrics

[verse 1] She do not know what she really wants to do But why do i sit here and just wait for you? Am i just playing the fool or a jester? no jokin' Cause this situation cause thoughts that's provokin' My mind feels like choking, on hands around throat sh** I can't get no oxygen, err on the side of caution Is what i did not and now i'm just caught In this web, in this maze, in this labyrinth of haze And emotions and fear that we're broken and fear that “we" Is just a pronoun and not something real now And what i feel now is akin to my reel out Of line and i cast out but yo i am a** out So drink 'til i pa** out and drown it out like Na**au But i'll wake up with head down in bed full of dread now No judging but why will you not tell me somethin'? I'm beside myself, take me back or stop frontin' Woman [verse 2] I do not know what i really want to do Sit here and wait or make a break for you? But i already said too much that night i had too much Resort to spilling guts when it should stay pent up Now my frustration is reaching it's apex Confusion in place saying "why did i say that?!" Illusions entrapped in the machine of wayback When you said goodbye, man, i said i wouldn't wave back But now here i am so confused by your gestures You say you have a man, but yo is he that precious? Cuz when you see me, it's like we in 3-D Senses exploding, momentum is going Resistance eroding, defenses corroding This feeling of floating it seems like an omen But i tried to observe, that pesky “f” word But i done slipped up, and put in effort And now you don't want it, your playtime is over And this suffocation is taking me over I put the ball back in your court, that was the home court But you hit the road cause i treated us like sport Just something to do, to pa** the time Now my pastime, is losing my damn mind But yo no more pleading, it's end of the season And i'm on the bench, some other dude is top seed And as much as i want to say he's just a rebound He's with you all the time, and i'm nowhere to be found Man i hate now [outro] It's gonna be a long day without you, night without you Its gonna be a long week without you, month without you Its gonna be a long year without you, here without you Its gonna be a long night without you, life without you