Iamthemorning - Chalk and Coal lyrics

So I am led to the choice How many hours and hours will I sacrifice To find out this was all a lie I have never been fine Of all the iincurable suffering They only offer Some pills that would make me sick No Not again Not again Not again I'm living inside my head I'm living inside this hell Mess My name's emptiness And I'm turning bitter and sour With each pa**ing hour Until nothing's left of me And though you see I'm not meant to be Until I'm deceased This won't set me at ease I am rotten inside I'm not pure No Not again Not again Not again You're not getting anywhere like this