IamJustice - My Life lyrics

{Hook} I been chasing these dreams so long, the war got my wounds trying tell me hold on, 1 more night 1 mic all you need to take flight you already paying the price so just think of the sights. You done dealt with the fakes and the snakes in the pit, f** what the critics think you built for this sh**, no more tears dry ya eyes kid, this ain't over till we say it is {Verse 1} I been feeling like a fiend since I left the booth, feeling like superman searching for the truth, mind going insane feeling weak like I touched kryptonite like my lifeline been denied, all im trying do is hustle for another life, I ain't seen the worst but Ive been through a few fights and tonight ain't no different, critics say they understand but never seen my visions. So now im screaming f** who dont like how I grind, f** who don't like how I write or I rhyme, n**x can't tell me sh** about the times that I cried or the times I wanted to f**ing die. See pain in my face or see it in my eyes, I grind like its 20 of me n**x no lie, told my mother don't worry, ya son is a soldier, been through hell and im still here f** what they told ya. I been lied to and sh**ted on name thrown in the mud,cut fam off snake sh** get no love, n**xs forget blood just make us relative not family where the loyalty that ya stand with, I never planned this, never thought going through hell would me a young n**x understand rage, understand gain, understand pain, now my middle fingers up like f** what you say {Hook} {Verse 2} Had plenty homies sitting in the system, plenty n***as living in a cell with fam missing em, plenty n***as talkin bout they wasn't coming home, plenty times I thought if only theyd stayed home. Plenty n***as laying in a grave right now, plenty family looking down on me with a smile, half the time as a youngin I thought that was my fate, put my momma through so much bullsh** and pain. I know n***as that done lost it all and got it back, plenty times they been released only to relapse, gotta understand the mind is where addictions at, but they dont give a f** as long as the paper stacks, you better know this war dont come with a draw, soldiers frontline and accepted they flaws, been through hell and back ain't sh** different, you ain't built for the war that'll murk you from a distance. Heard n***as speak real but ya actions fake, n***as say they finna ride but your life they'll take, its welcome to the jungle sh** you either beast or pray, so at night we sleep with choppas and ninas and pray. Hope to God we see another day, hope to God for a little rain, you can still feel the wounds when you lay, so at night when I pray I just hear my heart say {Hook} {Verse 3} Words unsaid, homies turnt fed, grudges been held and let go, Raised by a soldier son of a hustler ima young n***a with a old soul. Came from the bottom and wasn't supposed to be here b**h im just stating im blessed, never been weak I just grind never speak lion hearted n***a if I get pressed