[Verse] I loop the drums, something loosened up Sloppy sounding like the loop is drunk I'm sober as a mug though, who'd a thunk? Fighting Lucifer, like “Why you losing bruh?” I guess the Jesus on my other shoulder is diesel And the dark lord feels intimidated Like a five-year-old holding onto Hulk Hogan Damn that last bit of paraphrasing got me very angry Exasperated, this is not a statement It's just emotion, I'm close to vacant (Numb) That's what they want These greedy f**s got enough, I must hold onto some This year's been rough beyond social injustice Lost some people I loved, gained a new sufferance Ask D.T.S. bout that ANX That flush feeling all on my face Faster and faster goes the heart rate Sort of like I'm waiting for the shrooms to hit But I ain't doing sh** There's no peak, it's all bleak And it gets worse before it exits room Sense of doom impending soon Then the storm dies down But the clouds still loom And I know it's only a matter of time So I'm trying to outrun the gloom And these headaches have been strange too Asked my doc if it's a brain tumor If I'm misinformed you can blame Google Cause everything can be linked to a brain tumor And he said, “Umm, let's hold off on the MRI There's no red flags, you can walk in a line And plus, you might not like what it finds” (What does that mean?) “I'm not saying it's not in your future But first let's try d** and some acupuncture” Man this sh**'s rad, thanks 30 I wonder what's the plan for my next birthday