My timeline is a wire wrapped tight around my neck Slowing apathy swells, give in to disconnect Unworldly transmission fed to relive the shame I don't want a trial, I'll take all the blame A stone stolid council Speaks dogmatically Bullets and anecdotes divided evenly A chilling consciousness wakes me from the trance It redefines my mind I'll never have a chance Nothing, giving, unworthy offering Losing, feeling like a bird with clipped wings Sinking feeling, pushing down on me Swimming, drowning, in a toxic red sea The blow shatters my remission Fracture patterns show through my skin Please understand this was not my plan No, I gotta know Does it matter where my heart's been Fracture patterns show through my skin Please understand this was not my plan No, I gotta go Weightless restraint floating away, evaporating The impulse grows in clouds below, cascading Dripping whisper, falling faster, raining Raining Raining RAINING