I Rise - Bleak, Blacked, & Fake lyrics

I sit and wait As depression flows through my veins Into the black I dive, in solitude is Where I'll live and die All I have in life is pain, tragedy & misery What happened to the positivity, the lofe The respect the opportunity I'm wasting. I'm running out of time? You think I'm losing my mind? Well this society, is f**ing blind I'm wasting. This is as far as I'll go This is as far. This is as far, as I'll go In the light I find my head I find my place with the walking dead I fake a smile and move ahead A life not worth living I'm already dead In the black I question why I see the world with vengeful eyes With utter hate and pure disgust I can't live this life I've had enough I can't live in this world I have too much hate that I can't hold back This is as far as I'll go.