I Made You Myself - Run In All Directions lyrics

I'd like to think of a different life Without this constant confusion Today is the day where I hold this truth And I will walk through this hell untouched They say that second thinking makes us wise But this pause in my nature neglects what's right So afraid to speak Pivots in our world swing and sway Just the beauty lay between This judgment of heart and head I have to ask, it is the fear that holds me back? Show me who I am And what will I learn from this? Alone with myself again This boy craves an answer, I demand Id be fine with knowledge that supports my demise Or even words of gold and wisdom, things I never had So afraid to speak Pivots in our world swing and sway Just the beauty lay between This judgment of heart and head Young and false but the feeling still resides I have to ask, it is the fear that holds me back? Show me who I am, and what will I learn from this? What will I learn from this? I have a purpose I have a meaning This life is calling I will wait I will wait I'll take my time I'll wait for this to clear Open is my mind For any a**umption To present and reside I'm not just falling anymore Sleep well, for you are weightless You are shameless, find this for yourself