Hyrax - Constant Swelling lyrics

Lt used to be a game, it's getting out of control. I can't resist my true emotions. This f**ing parody, I'm suffering agonies; all misdeeds seem forgotten I think of you all day and I still have to say, you're causing swellings in my trousers. The things I said to you, the things you said to me just threw me bock - god, I'm a loser We all are spitting blood and finally waiting for release Why can't you see, it's not me. You are guilty Now it's over, we are hoppy. Are we hoppy? Are we really happy? Happy? I think I am not really happy. Are you happy? Tell me, are you happy? Now it's getting out of control. You are confusing at all. Are you the referee? Again these agonies... Am all f**ed up You are too kind to leave - it's Hard to decide for me. Too kind To be as hard as I used to be Too kind to shock, destroy all your hope and smile. Too kind to lock the gates which I have to pa** You were my friend since I have first time seen into your eyes. I felt diseased, the bu*terflies flew away I hope to rise again so that I revive. Where's me? I miss me. I love me I never wanted to be the way I am, I just wanted your love I never wanted to hurt you like I did, I just wanted to be me L've been your friend since you first time screwed deep in my a**. I felt diseased, the bu*terflies pumped in my a**. I feel so sick, I tried to resist it but no. Not you, you cry, a child would be stronger L've been your friend, till I know that you're not right for me. Since you I cry, I cry like a baby. But now I go and I fight - I fight for myself and tonight, tonight, tonight - wa*king is freedom!