Today was a bulls*** day Everything turned black and white I never think this day would come I never suspect my-self to lie To lie in front of my own mother And disrequard my grandfather I mean I knew this type of situation would come towards this very day Everybody has a breaking point Its like I let the honor girl down Down from her peers Ands still I stand here I would never suspect my grandfather to put his hands on me But to then I dont have no respect for him I treated him like my uncle Knowing how could he feel Growing up with no father No excuse for me but my life is crazy its like taking a pill I real dont care cause shefni died today And today was her last fear