Human Drama - Heroin lyrics

I dont know just where Im going But Im goin to try for the kingdom if I can Cause it makes me feel like Im a man When I put a spike into my vein Then I tell you things arent quite the same When Im rushing on my run And I feel just like jesus son And I guess I just dont know And I guess that I just dont know I have made very big decision Im goin to try to nullify my life Cause when the blood begins to flow When it shoots up the droppers neck When Im closing in on d**h You cant help me not you guys All you sweet girls with all your sweet talk You can all go take a walk And I guess I just dont know And I guess I just dont know I wish that I was born a thousand years ago I wish that Id sailed the darkened seas On a great big clipper ship Going from this land here to that I put on a sailors suit and cap Away from the big city Where a man cannot be free Of all the evils in this town And of himself and those around Oh, and I guess I just dont know Oh, and I guess I just dont know Heroin, be the d**h of me Heroin, its my wife and its my life Because a mainer to my vein Leads to a center in my head And then Im better off than dead When the smack begins to flow Then I really dont care anymore About all the jim-jims in this town And everybody putting everybody else down And all of the politicians makin crazy sounds All the dead bodies piled up in mounds, yeah Wow, that h**n is in my blood And the blood is in my head Yeah, the gods good as dead Ooohhh, God that Im not aware I just dont care And I guess I just dont know And I guess I just dont know