Hopsin - I Don’t Want It lyrics

[Intro] This’ll prolly be the last song that I come out with for a while I’m sorry to all my fans [Verse 1] I always think of Robin Williams, someone we loved and who we saw appealing He made us all laugh as adults and children sh*t, all the millions that he had, I wonder what were his thoughts and feelings five minutes before the belt that cut his breath off and killed him Prolly something like my thoughts now What goes up has gotta fall down I guess I’ll pour it all out ’cause right now, the reapers in the room visiting So if I do leave, at least you’ll know why I did it then It started way back then when I was a kid at first ni**as bullied me when they saw that I was an introvert I was never cool, had no friends, no chicks would flirt Every school year it’s like all my issues were getting worse My whole life they was calling me corny; stupid I never had a dad who was there to mentor me through it Skateboarding was my escape, it wasn’t just for amusement My issues kept reoccurring so I would resort to music I’d vent about the burdens that were sitting in my heart I’d vent about the way I fell from swimming with the sharks My mom was always working, so our bond was stripped and ripped apart Ain’t no fu*king family memories, ain’t no pictures at the park Then I thought, “The world is about to see Hell come And I’ma live the good life everyone else wants” And in that moment my tears dried and I felt numb Then years later I blew up, the mission was well done [Chorus] I don’t want it no more I don’t want it no more No more (No, no, no, no, no, no) I don’t want it no more (No, no, no, no, no, no) I don’t want it no more No more I don’t want it no more (No more) I don’t want it no more (No more) No more (No more) (No, no, no, no, no, no) I don’t want it no more (No more) (No, no, no, no, no, no) I don’t want it no more (No more) No more (No more) [Verse 2] Finally I was famous, people kissing my ass I knew that I was only here ’cause it’s revenge from my past (It’s crazy) Went from a loser in school who got the worst grades To being praised for all my verses when I dispersed rage I copped a whip, moved out the ghetto like, “Bye, haters” Bought a brand new house with a bunch of white neighbors Everyone started calling wanting like five favors And guess what? All of it dealt with spending my paper And I was nice, I’d give ’em cash, I’d show sympathy I gave him some, him, and her, I’m just lending cheese Now I’m just looked at like an ATM machine If I don’t give my friends my money, sh*t, I’m the enemy I had about a million new best friends that I just met Some were plotting to build me a death bed All because they kept on putting whack songs out that no one’s impressed with So out of jealousy they’d diss me, you fu*king guessed it (Ha) At least I had my squad; Jarren, Dizzy, Hoppa, SwizZz I knew we’d stick together, stuck in this chaotic biz We had it all figured out and had a lot to give It was Funk Volume for life, who want a problem, b*tch? Then all the sudden, out of nowhere we parted ways 2016 – those were some of my darkest days Ask us all, “Whose fault was it?” Ain’t hard to say But it was due to money and all of our bonds had started to fade Months later, my girl told me she’s pregnant This was something I never expected Her and I weren’t on good terms at the time, man, it was hectic And I was scared if she kept this baby I might regret it Made me be concerned I had a fu*king toxic relationship Last thing we need is a fu*king toddler to raise in it Having a baby is great, but not as amazing when you got two parents who always fighting, hollering, breaking sh*t Present day, all my people are gone No real friends, just leeches around eating the crumbs No family bonds, no FV, can’t be with my son No fu*king girlfriend, I swear I thought that she was the one I feel alone and I struggle to get my fans what they want from me I’m struggling to build this UP company I’m begging on my fu*king knees like, “God, please help me ’cause I can’t fu*king breathe I’m tryna smile, but pain is cutting deep Show me that I’m more than just a rapper Show me that this life that I’ve been working on is meant to be more than just a disaster” I hope this message I’m sending is floating up above Instead of focusing on fame, I should’ve focused on the love [Chorus] I don’t want it no more I don’t want it no more No more (No, no, no, no, no, no) I don’t want it no more (No, no, no, no, no, no) I don’t want it no more No more I don’t want it no more (No more) I don’t want it no more (No more) No more (No more) (No, no, no, no, no, no) I don’t want it no more (No more) (No, no, no, no, no, no) I don’t want it no more (No more) No more (No more) [Outro] I gotta go find myself I hope you all can understand