Hopsin - Dying Anyway lyrics

I've got many sins Lord knows where I've been I'll still die for my friends I've got a thousand reasons to cry, but a thousand more to smile I'm a worrier and I need my warrior Sometimes I feel like saving the world It feels like there's no mercy left at all I wanna bring love back into our lives I feel like saving the world Saving the world, for you and I [Hook] My instincts have always been golden Look inside my head and see all the thoughts I'm holding Take a look at all the blood I'm soaked in I see the whole world and everyone looks the same, this life's a game Why should I hide my pain, there's nothing for me to gain Should I smile like everything is good and pretend that life is great? I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway Should I hide my flaws or let the whole world see me for who I am? I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway I'm the only one walking in my shoes You can't understand my blues I find this life overwhelming But to be honest I don't want it to change I'm going hard until I rest and nothing remains Agression is in me, these eyes have seen plenty Since age twenty, I've been saving every penny I'm not the way I'm often spoken about I work my heart out, there's no doubt Don't you ever try to put words in my mouth Thoughts are running through my head Please just put me to bed Don't listen when I scream Tears are soaking my sheets As I close my eyes and fall asleep Kiss me goodbye Dont ask me why When I'm gone, my dick they'll jump on Let's pretend I was just a dream [Hook] My instincts have always been golden Look inside my head and see all the thoughts I'm holding Take a look at all the blood I'm soaked in I see the whole world and everyone looks the same, this life's a game Why should I hide my pain, there's nothing for me to gain Should I smile like everything is good and pretend that life is great? I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway Should I hide my flaws or let the whole world see me for who I am? I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway I'm the only one walking in my shoes You can't understand my blues I find this life overwhelming But to be honest I don't want it to change I'm going hard until I rest and nothing remains I'm sorry, but I don't feel any shame Why should I hide this pain, I'm sorry There's nobody I can vent to except Allah Any sin or tribulation can be my downfall This struggle and pain is hard to deal with I'm stuck outside in the rain Left alone dealing with my pain I'm chillin with Rhonda as I ride slow As I find my way cuz I'm a lost soul The fire is buring as I rot slow I live with no regrets, but still I repent [Hook] My instincts have always been golden Look inside my head and see all the thoughts I'm holding Take a look at all the blood I'm soaked in I see the whole world and everyone looks the same, this life's a game Why should I hide my pain, there's nothing for me to gain Should I smile like everything is good and pretend that life is great? I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway Should I hide my flaws or let the whole world see me for who I am? I'm doing me because f** you and I'm dying anyway I'm the only one walking in my shoes You can't understand my blues I find this life overwhelming But to be honest I don't want it to change I'm going hard until I rest and nothing remains I'd like to thank Allah for the life He gave me And Prophet Muhammad for the way he paved, it's gravy Especially my parents for the way they raised me And finally all the people in my life that drove me crazy