Hope - Piano Cover lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm tired of being aspiring The city produce iron men And I inspired a lot of 'em But what's to stop me from inhaling this vicodine? I promise to come back to you in dreams Tell you what d**h's like Every vivid scene I ain't suicidal, I know how it seems But if I wrote a note this is just how it'd be Real clean, no blood, just bad cursive, bad punctuation My distinct wording A whole lot of cussing, sorry I couldn't finish But when you gotta go, you gotta go my n***a I don't have no complaints Marginal restraints, pardon my mistakes And I've broken hearts, some hearts you gotta break I apologize it ain't who I am today Today I'm an angel, no wings no glow, no halo Can't float but I can flow And no wings made of gold Just new O.G. cool greys for the road Where did my friends go? They was talking like we was so close I wonder how they talkin' about now that I'm gone I had a small circle did my best to make it grow I was introverted, introverted Watch 'em file in on a monday service Let em tell it they said I was so perfect I wish they would've told me before I got exported Now if you think section 8 line long You should see the sh** in heaven There's only one John Divine budget cuts, i'm quiet behind an old lady Holding the hand of a 4 year old grandbaby She fell asleep at the wheel, on the 91 last week That's how she got here And she ain't doubting her admission She is just wishing her grandson just wasn't here with her She shed one tear, I cried right with her Now I could never see her face I can still feel it I gotta stop, this sh**'s getting realer Cause my granny on the way to get my son from the sitter right now This sh** is real life That's it