Hi-Rez - Still Smiling (Smiling, Pt. 2) lyrics

[Hook] If i found a way If i found a way to keep my head up through every day, day Then i be ok Yeah i'll be ok, yeah i know that i'll be ok [Verse 1 : Hi-Rez] I didn't start this rapping just so i could sign a deal Man i started making music just to pay my mama's bills I'm following dreams but still struggling Homie I'm out here juggling Who i am ? Cause I'm lost, who I'm steadily becoming ? Pick the mic up years ago Before these social networks For people who were working miracles when music was still lyrical Now this sh** is hysterical Commercial a** bullsh** I should empty your full clip into the game of music It's an art not a business People getting invicted getting People to listen to my records been a mission Give a f** about the critics They ain't know about the demons i've been seeing In the struggles i've overcame when i beating I ain't got a f**ing image no gimics just on a mission To open these peoples minds to be in different Ain't no limits no restrictions on life There ain't no wrong and no right These other rappers won't ever last Don't believe in the hype and that's quick [Hook] If i found a way If i found a way to keep my head up through every day, day Then i be ok Yeah i'll be ok, yeah i know that i'll be ok [Verse 2 : Hi-Rez ] On the road for a couple weeks this is for my loved ones Supporters said i've changed and I'm not who i once was Said they miss the old me when y'all don't even know me Now how's that make sense it doesn't so f**ing blow me Someone tell me my real name I'm hating all of these changes These pills and that mary jane Help believate the pain People constantly judging me like I'm not a normal human Y'all build me up just to knock me down Ain't sh** i had to prove None of y'all been up in my shoes Y'all some motherf**ing fools Telling me that i f**ing changed Who the motherf** is you I'm a pill popping animal God science experiment Been in and out of therapy just searching for serenity My girl would thinking less of me These groupies trying to get on me But f** it I'm down like Marilyn Monroe and Kennedy People tell me the same sh** f**ing sick of hearing it Wish i could just go and take the past and go and bury it, for real [Hook x2] If i found a way If i found a way to keep my head up through every day, day Then i be ok Yeah i'll be ok, yeah i know that i'll be ok