Hi-Rez - Applause lyrics

[Intro] [Hook : Hi-Rez] Now I've been around the block a few times Never ever comin' off of my grind (my grind) I did this music sh** all on my own time never beggin' anybody for a dime I deserve an applause, said I deserve an applause Yeah I deserve an applause, yeah yeah I deserve an applause I deserve and applause, I deserve and applause [Verse 1 : Hi-Rez] They clappin' for me Better back up off me like a father always f**in' paying antimony I stand alone and I fail alone So when I start to blow don't hit up my phone None of y'all know the real me, open ya eyes wonderin' why The government cookin' up that humble pie Serving us lies we just little flies Its something way bigger and something way stronger So how do you guard us prepare for the worst Thought this was a blessin' but now i'm just questioning everything I do Im always so nervous Where is the surface, I feel like i'm drowning Love Mary Jane I can't live without it Live to see 30 years old yeah I doubt it Shows gettin' crowded smokin' that loud But time is right now there is only one shot Like Biggie and Pac and Cobain and Nom The person that realized tomorrow ain't promised Facin' my fears were smokin' the finest The industry blinded just a reminder I almost got this sh** down to a science Bein' defiance smoking that fire f**in' these b**hes who look like Mariah Carryin' my team all the way to the finish I'm testing my limits y'all talk it I live it Im countin' my breaths, minutes till d**h Im comin' next loaded with stress Sometimes I fell happy, but mostly depressed Just cause im all buzz these b**hes undress And wanna have s**, y'all think that's the best That really ain't sh** I need a real chick that will ride till my d**h [Hook] Now I've been around the block a few times Never ever comin' off of my grind (my grind) I did this music sh** all on my own time never beggin' anybody for a dime I deserve an applause, said I deserve an applause Yeah I deserve an applause, yeah I deserve an applause I deserve and applause, I deserve and applause [Verse 2 : Hi-Rez] All these opinions everyone judge me People who hated me suddenly love me But back in the day they were quick to say f** me Workin' for everything, never been lucky Mirrors are broke, this ain't a joke My momma is smokin' that dope just to cope Always on the road and away from home I do this sh** for my girls and my folks I feel so alone The hatred i'm lyin' And im going everywhere at the same time Smokin' that line I grew up around Man Biggie and Pac [?] People who hate me, we have that in common Puttin' my all, into this rhymin' Lookin' for god, been needin' a sign I'm outta my mind, i'm outta my mind Been workin' so hard and gettin' this bread Y'all b**hes can't k** me i'm already dead Enough with the threats, i'm so far ahead Come to your city, your girl give me head Rollin' that weed and gettin' so high They say i'm not number 1 but that's a lie Cause i'm number 1,2,3,4 and im 5 Stop k**in' my vibe, stop k**in' my vibe I think that i'm fully not open to mankind Enough with the lies, it's time for the truth And that's what i'm spittin' when i'm in the booth All hells breaking loose, i'm makin' the news I'm breakin' the rules I'm waitin' for who? I don't have a clue I'm stayin' so true The wife and I 'bout to blow up But who would have knew, who would have knew [Hook] Now I've been around the block a few times Never ever comin' off of my grind (my grind) I did this music sh** all on my own time never beggin' anybody for a dime I deserve an applause, said I deserve an applause Yeah I deserve an applause, yeah I deserve an applause I deserve and applause