Heather Headley - I Wish I Wasn't lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm home alone again And you're out hangin with your friends So you say Somehow I know it's not quite that way It's getting pretty late And you haven't checked on me all day When I called you didn't answer Now I'm feeling like your ignoring me I wish that you were home Holding me tight in your arms And I wish I could go back To the day before we met And skip my regret [Chorus:] I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me it just ain't fair the way you treat me No you don't deserve me Wasting my time thinking bout you when you ain't never gon change I wish I wasn't in love with you so I wouldn't feel this way [Verse 2] When you touch me my heart melts And everything you did wrong I forgive So you play me and take advantage Of the love that I feel for you Why you wanna hurt me so bad I believed in you that's why I'm so mad Now I'm drowning in disappointment And it's hard for me to even look at you And I wish that you were home Holding me tight in your arms And I wish I could go back To the day before we met And skip my regret [Chorus] [Bridge] Said you care about me But from what I see I ain't feeling that So I disagree Gave you all my love And understanding And you're treating me like your enemy So leave me alone Don't want nothing from you Just go back where you came from This house is no longer your home You are not welcome no no no more [Chorus] [Verse 3] Hear you knockin' at the door again I'm wonderin' should I let you in I open up the door and see The flowers for me So beautiful in your hand Please stop begging me to take you back I've always been a s**er for romance And before you know it I concede You're all over me Oh no here I go again I wish I wasn't in love with you So you couldn't hurt me