[Intro:] Now let me get this right... when Jesus left here He left a going away place for me, and when he prepared that place He'll come back and receive me, now where he is at, I'll be... Now that's what you call a beautiful thought, Jack [Verse 1:] This mics on? I take chances and play a lot of felony games That's why my rent and my utilities are in melony names[? ] Sometimes don't ever change, it's too easy to obtain Cocaine, that's why my people did that devil in the dope game I've done the dope thing, tenths, graphs, quarters, halves I was a natural cause I was pretty good at math Hot temper you can catch me on a warpath You know what they say; hard head make a soft a** Livin life like tonight can be the last night Cops in the car with the dogs and the flashlights (f**!) Got me laid out across the hood It's all good it nothing but leather wood This hara**ment is nonstop, and when it's not the cops it's the block Haystak didn't come back whippin no Maybach How fake is that, y'all know me better than that But I'll rock a drop top SL Escalade truck and sh** Who that big fat white a** think he f**in with Don't that muthaf**a know he had to suffer He keep on comin through with that and end up a s**er [Chorus: x2] Now one day, I'm gon die But until then, I'm gon ride I feel I, can almost fly It can go down tonight, Dadgummit! [Verse 2:] I was a broke head, a raggedy broke head Probably end up in jail dead or be a cokehead My mission to get more bread, more fed and more head Work hard until I drop dead So much sweat and blood shed Tears I wept, the nights done came and went and I never slept It's crazy what one would do to uphold the rent It's boundaries, men don't overstep But yet, the newspaper full of incidents Dude didn't have to die, that sh** was senseless Violence is sadistic, it grows on our existence Me personally, myself, I'm against it But so many dudes from other crews stay with him You ain't gotta a chance if you get to beefin with him Got six guns, shotguns and handguns Semi-automatic magnums, keep your pants up We can't afford to get caught with them now And they roll up on ya like "Yeah, talk sh** now! " And they already got they guns out But time won't allow you to get yours out (blaow!) And about the time that you reach for your pocket Bullets hit your muthaf**in a** like rockets You couldn't return fire, it happened so fast That's how they do it they sneak up and bust a cap in your a** Now it's just a bunch of good talk about ya in slow songs Everybody telling everybody to be strong Positive, cause they gotta move on Even though it won't be the same now that you gone Gone, meanin dead gone meanin not here Gone, meanin you meanin you won't have no birthday next year Gone, meanin your kid no longer got a father Cause pops was preoccupied with provin he was harder [Chorus x2] [Verse 3:] My [?] is [?], accomplish impossibilities So much hositiliy hemmed up within me So many ends and very few friends I made thick and thin muthaf**as who ride to the end You be lucky if you got enough to tote you to the hole Cause them fair-weather friends get low when it's cold I got women in my yard, diggin for gold Mama said they was coming and [?] I made a lil money, people think I'm made of money Sometimes, I wish God would just take it from me So I can see who's around here cause because they love me And I could know who'd be down with me if I was bummy Who'd feed me if I was hungry, clothe me if I was naked And who'd kiss on my dick cause I made a few records Who'd be at the hospital when a tragedy happened Standin with family when they talking to the pastor [Chorus x2]