Havoc - End Like This lyrics

[Hook: Havoc 2x] Why I gotta end like this? 2x Used to be my muthaf**ing heart Why I gotta end like this? [Verse 1: Esteban The Moor] I was born years ago in 1994 Dying to live, living to die, it's an exchange door I put my soul in every rhyme, I put my soul in every song God, I ain't trying to live my life long In Hip-Hop history I'm trying to put my name Making my tracks remarkable, so they won't call me insane Hope my love to the hood, will only grow with time U better get yours, cuz I'mma, cuz I'mma get mine I'm living by the rhymes, not living by the bullet How many shots my brotha will pull it? Finger on the trigger, hate is on his mind He prays to the Lord, but to the Devil he's already signed He thinks by k**ing sun will shine brighter for him The doors got locked, he let people scream What if I was there, what if he shot me? After losing so much blood, he probably stopped me! [Hook: Havoc 2x] Why I gotta end like this? 2x Used to be my muthaf**ing heart Why I gotta end like this? [Verse 2: Esteban The Moor] d**h is just a word, strugglers die like panthers A lot of questions, mistakes, we go to church for answers Having so many dreams of d**h. Is it near me? I'll die being on top? I want to know it clearely 2Pac, Biggie, Eazy-E and Big L Souljaz never die, souljaz can return from hell Somebody told me that I can die like those 4 But I know it will be at the end of my 7th tour After I'll finish couple albums and a book After I'll bring Nanci Fletcher on the hook Ash to ash, but my soul will live forever If I pa** away, be ready, wait for stormy weather They will not judge me by my actions Just shoot me dead, cuz of the fan's love reactions I know I'll be surely missed But why I gotta, why I gotta end like this? [Hook: Havoc 4x] Why I gotta end like this? 2x Used to be my muthaf**ing heart Why I gotta end like this?