Harmful - Tension lyrics

I will always feel ashamed About the useless fights we have A tension is showing in my smile For more than a while Magic slips into the air I have known that nothing's fair Leaving blood and shattered bones I don't want to live alone Why does it feel so cold inside? Bad company A loyalty we cannot live If there is a right thing to say We're miles away Two lonely satellites Out of mind and out of sight All is clear but still denied Open minded suicide Why does it feel so cold inside?