At times when a struggling mind is far to weak to cope Crippled senses overdose on whatever means blank out the most Come drown the notion in a vast and hideous venomous ocean The deep shall veil disorder Weather-beaten soul went far to feed on hope Fake intentions to get by can't reflect animate the lie Come choke devotion let it's life rush past in cold slow motion The drive to hail disorder now Wait and see the carnage here Chopped up bits and pieces of the fat stock Wait for it to disappear Locked up trapped in ever changing scenery Black rain pouring down on me as I hear the music play Let it play Please don't - don't let it stop - the melody must stay in my head Please! no! - just make it stop - let quiet peace take over instead Please don't! - can't let it stop - no safe way back for I've let it spread Please! no! - don't make it stop - the malady is all that I have