Harley Cream - Decadency lyrics

I got nothing to do I got nothing to say I will sit on my couch Whole f**ing day I feel like empty box Body, nothing inside Maybe i am dead but i want be alive I feel useless for most Time of my life I don't know if i want To be dead or alive Maybe i will be fine And maybe not Maybe i'll find a light in my f**ing life I feel like i got stone And i got n heart I can't feel happy When i cannot smile Maybe this sh** needs To take some time I don't wanna be dead i feel like i might die