I've been there I don't wanna do it again In the end I always pay And I don't know how I do it But I do it Even though The ground was kinda sinking again I thought I knew where I stand And I don't know how I lose it But I lose it When I'm drowning Thinking that I'm floating Slowly losing your devotion Coming down from my high From your good-bye Heady clouds Forming their opinion again They shell me where I stand With the rain that keeps me floating To new ends Didn't know the gra** is always greener And then those blades cut my own hands Still reaching out for something Like you yeah Everything I knew before you Is gone and lost without a trace Never would be too soon to see your face