If I could make it to my funeral, I'd scan the crowd for you While all the speeches spill my life as suicide I'd buy a ticket from the scalper just to show I hate the system And you soon know I didn't really care at all Now I'm alive So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head Tell me what you've always wanted and I'll give you love instead And when I wake up from this dream, it's you that I'll regret If I have to break a promise to you, I'll break my hand instead You thought that I'd put down my pen but instead I put down the pills that keep me from the edge of breaking down in the back of this hotel room I saw you standing in the corner of court With a fist full of evidence that led to this whole situation of me and my plea for insanity I'll take you on Now I'm alive I'll take you on So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head Tell me what you've always wanted and I'll give you love instead And when I wake up from this dream, it's you that I'll regret If I have to break a promise to you, I'll break my hand instead If I could make it to my funeral, I'd smile to the crowd and say to dry your tears cause I'm finally alive So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head Tell me what you've always wanted and I'll give you love instead And when I wake up from this dream, it's you that I'll regret If I have to break a promise to you, I'll break my hand instead