Half Waif - Eyes Are Closed lyrics

When I look at you, eyes are closed I am terrified. I suppose it's Natural not to know Terrible eyes are closing On the repast I wanted I had to behave this way Come on, give me what I want When you closed the fist Never felt like this before Give me what I want Never once considered what I fell for Never once, never once, never once I once could count on you To bring me joy, to bring me joy To bring me out The illness in those hills-- You kept me safe, you kept me safe You kept it out When you look at me, eyes are closed I know perfectly well I chose this On the inside of the eyelid, I live All I believe in is night and day Lost in the scheme of the light/shade I had to behave this way Come on, give me what I want When you closed the fist Never felt like this before Give me what I want Never once considered what I fell for Never once, never once, never once I once could count on you To bring me joy, to bring me joy To bring me out The illness in those hills-- You kept me safe, you kept me safe You kept it out I once could count on you To light the lamps, to light the lamps To fill the dark The illness in those hills Flooded in, it flooded in and It took me out