I like a story I can see right through And I know you do that 'cause I do that too The feelings best when it's fleeting The memory is best when it's leaving What was it like when you lived back then? I wanna hear about some people that you never met I wanna stare up at the sun until I'm blind again Wake up in your arms again But I can't get a hold That's why you see me I'm so shook up God might forgive you but I don't No it's just something you know Black lights, got a suicide fever Think about the past, stop the weight upon the trigger When you get this old, man, you really start to figure Black lights, got a suicide fever When I cast stones in the past, stop the weight upon the trigger When you get this old, man, you really start to figure That I feel so small, what could I be doing wrong? I feel so small, what could I be doing wrong?