H.A.D - 2MUCH lyrics

Mac.michaels: Dear my beloved My heart i keep in a cupboard Pour a little bit of soul Just so i can sleep in a slumber And you don't really like to show So I figured we'd hit the covers Spend a night alone Till the sun creep up on us Lay beneath the reapers arms We just breathe cedar palms Claiming a queen she really a pawn Figured it out but i knew all along Looking around like Where did i go wrong Don't give a f** you could Write all my wrongs on my casket Come to my funeral bumping some HABITS Im not falling off I'm just finding my balance And thats it Had x mac.michaels, hook: I been thinking too much, yeah ... I been drinking too much, yeah ... I been thinking too much ... I been thinking... Had: Dear my beloved My future self on the hustle I see my self I don't usually see the struggle Lie To me Girl and i swear that ill fall in love with you I got a thing For sneaky hoes Who eat cho soul And f** with you But its all good Cause see when u see me by my self Just L's ashed out with the W I got my team i never tell What we did Where it at Who we with Everybody else telling you girl The frequencies I ride em If you got no decency Gets it out eyes then I'm hooked on the Intellectual We intersect with every sentence like its meant go It's almost like we met before Except a different episode You changin you pushing my bu*tons Like girl please don't f** up the process I'm patient I look to the stars and I know that this all just processes I don't spend on time a hoe Spend my time road I don't spend time on a hoe Unless she vibin at shows Had x mac.michaels, hook: I been thinking too much, yeah ... I been drinking too much, yeah ... I been thinking too much ... I been thinking... Harold J: And if you think im crazy Girl im probably crazy They just gunna hate me I just let them hate me They can't never play me Im just gunna stay me What you gotta say g I be k**in sh** As of f**ing lately Waterfalls from out your eyes I try to pick up all the pieces Lost at sea and all im seeing All the reasons that the game We seeing stuck in off season I turn and toss sleeping HOW COME THE ONLY TIME YALL CALL ME RELEVANT WHEN I GOT NAMES TO BE MENTIONIN HOW COME THE ONLY TIME PEOPLE BE GENEROUS WHEN THEY BE PUTTING 2CENTS UP IN HOW COME THE ONLY TIME WE CATCHING WRECK--IS WHEN WE IN PLACES WE NEVER BEEN HOW COME THE ONLY TIME HOW COME THE ONLY TIME