Gutted - She's Dead For 6 Months...bur I Love Her lyrics

I'm lying in my bed my mother by side of me She'd dead and motionless just starting at me Dead for six months and even she loves me Guiding me through the hard times The smell in my house is unbearable My mother's body is half eaten by worms Rancing through my mind a strange illusion I whish she comes a little closer now Smell of her rotting body makes me insane I want to f** her this mournful day Her severed body takes my pain away Her legs spread open then I stuck my co*k Rotting pus on my standing,, bloody co*k I feel the paradise when I milk off