Guster - X-ray Eyes lyrics

To clear the conscience of who I am I break the silence that keeps it all in I've given you everything I wish you knew I did it for me I didn't do it for you I looked her way with x-ray eyes And she looked like she was not even there Preserving the things that I have kept from you Didn't give them away when you had asked me to You're pointing at me and how do I reply I smash your fingers and drag you away I looked away with X-ray eyes And she looked like she was not even there I cannot deny that I had planned this I only gave till I was done Fallen on me this happy ending I know I was awake and she was numb But then she started to leave Finally started to leave Then she looked like she was not even there