Gunport - Pretty bad lyrics

Night after night Life out of sight So frightening Nothing seems right Lights are too bright So blinding I'm so out of line, you left me behind I've got no more tears to cry I try to find an answer every night I hear a voice, it tells me that the pain will not subside I fool myself I go on home and drink some more instead Yeah that's all pretty bad Shackles that bind Feeling confined They hurt me Cold down my spine You? re so unkind So much lying Would you help me find the perfect disguise I? m dying inside tonight I cannot find a way to make it right And I keep thinking but I just dont know what to decide But I dont worry baby I will hurt myself instead And that is pretty bad Peace of mind I crave Walking to an early grave