Gun Barrel - ...is You lyrics

Well, now here I am I did the best I can Before you on my knees A broken man I've lost everything And then you took my clan Life is slipping through my fingers What's your plan You swear you'd never leave And I believed in you Tell me what living sin I did or I still do Where are your miracles From which you have told And why god in my heart It feels so cold My god father hear me My god father see me My god father show me - or will I be alone now My god father save me My god father tell me My god father hold me - or will I be alone now Will I be alone now Once I promised I would give my life for you But your angel turned his back on me Seems I'm not worth to do I thought you already know What is there to prove Help me find my way To find my truth It gets dark around me So dark that I can't see Great fear is growing in me - I feel so alone now My blood's freezing in me What I feel this can't be Even your angel's left me - alone now All bridges are burned now Nothing left that guide my way Don't know where to turn now Am I worth it for another new day and yea - yea Is it your truth Is it my truth Man it's clear You're in a better position Is it really worth To live for you Or aren't you for real Just a human vision Who brings pure pain - In his own name Maybe you are the devil in disguise A clever Deceiver The constructor Of all our lies Endless confused - Fake or the truth Love and hate are standing side by side But I must do What I must do Don't wanna lose myself - my faith - my pride Send me a sign man Something that guides my way Something to believe That I'm worth for another new day Can I still count on you? Can I still count on you? Yes - I can count on you! Cause you're in me - and I'm in you Yes sir I fold my hands - Look I really do And after all my rage - I still believe in you Father forgive me - For my words - my thoughts - my truth And the only friend I'm talking with Is you