Guardin - willow ave lyrics

[Chorus: guardin] Wished I wouldn’t stay, you don’t like that Put all my dreams in my nightstand You said I’ve changed with your eyes red Whispered “Okay”, under my breath Wished I wouldn’t stay, you don’t like that Put all my dreams in my nightstand You said I’ve changed with your eyes red Whispered “Okay”, under my breath [Verse 1: guardin] Looks like you’ve got nothing going About you, is lost so what have you become? The critic inside you is lonely and gone In your head one false move and the chamber is spun I’m a fake to myself, live uncomfortably numb Mechanism for coping is biting my thumb I’ve lost focus, I’m honest I’ve [?] it’s burning my eyes, which direction is it coming from? Stupid thoughts, so I’ma have to run from everyone And everything ignoring friends and family it’s fun I still care, it’s so damn long and [?] one They commentate me, complications possibly undone [Chorus: guardin & sewerperson] Wished I wouldn’t stay, you don’t like that Put all my dreams in my nightstand You said I’ve changed with your eyes red Whispered “Okay”, under my breath Wished I wouldn’t stay, you don’t like that Put all my dreams in my nightstand You said I’ve changed with your eyes red Whispered “Okay”, under my breath (Oh, oh) [Verse 2: sewerperson] You cannot hurt me She gon’ bring me down into a five [?] This sh*t taste like chicken, I can barely tell it’s asphalt Something [?] feel behind me when I turn around it’s no one She could run my face ’round my body and it’s my fault Hurts, she don’t really mean it, she just don’t really apply I choose not to believe it, all of a sudden I am calm And I’m convinced they hate me but they lock it in their thoughts I just need some reassurance here and there to keep me going Girl, can you tell me what’s up? I can’t read your face when you got your walls up Look out on the lake, we can see a light out Could see me better in the winter, you should try and calm down [Verse 3: Lil Narnia] It seems like something never started Haven’t left my apartment in months Why can’t I just give you up? Keeps giving with my damn [?] Feels like nothing is an option And I’m always exhausted Try to bite myself together Check my phone and it’s December, whatever [Outro: Lil Narnia & guardin] Wished I wouldn’t stay, you don’t like that Put all my dreams in the nightstand You said I’ve changed with your eyes red Whispered “Okay”, under my breath Yeah She makes home feel like a home in my head (Home in my head) And when I’m with her I feel hope again