Guardin - Doormat lyrics

(Hook) Yeah, my time is over I don’t wanna be sober Imma make it hope you waitin’ on this stoner Cause they ain’t ready for what’s droppin’ in October Yeah, my time is over I don’t wanna be sober I’m so lonely all I wanna do is hold her f** the distance, reminisce about you closer Yeah, my time is over Yeah, my time is over (Verse) Have you ever had a thought that just eats away your brain? And if you decide to k** it, then you’ll probably go insane? Writing letters to yourself in hopes that it’ll stop the pain But you’re livid and it’s vivid when you’ve got nothing to gain Bipolarity, hilarity, I’m laughing at myself Honestly I probably shouldn’t though cause I just need some help Rollin’ sticky cause I’m sick of everything inside my cells Find importance in the portions of the sh** I’m tryna sell And you know, you know that I’ve been trying f**ing hard to discard the feelings that I always throw back And I know, I know that Lovin me ain’t easy, sweetie I’m as useful as a doormat Format my brain & program me to stop Cause I’ve been so lost inside all of my crop The rain is just falling on top of my shop A tear in my ceiling I hope it don’t drop (Outro) Caving in, I’m caving in I do this time & time again I’m faded now, was faded then I’ll talk to you somewhere round 10 And then you’re gone & I’m alone I pack my bong & f**ing zone There’s nowhere I can call my home There’s no one I can call my own At least I tell myself that At least I tell myself that At least I tell myself that At least I tell myself that