Guardin - all i ever will be lyrics

[Intro] I was running from everybody else And just isolating myself constantly Until I got to the point where I realized The problem is rooted in myself, you know? But you don't really realize that when you're in the midst of it You just kinda assume the worst in everything around you Including yourself [Verse 1] So take all that stress, decompress it And hang it up right at the door Feeling like this isn't fun anymore Not that it ever was But lately everyone's Misunderstanding what's really import Tantalizing sights and feelings ignored Paths to get ovеr, it never explorеd Overgrown nothingness stemmed from destruction It's deeply embedded beneath all my subsidence [Chorus] Goodness gracious, I'm so cold My body's filled with brittle bones They'll break and bend as I grow old I hope your hand is mine to hold Goodness gracious, I'm alone Broken my sticks and thrown my stones I'll go somewhere where no one knows me I don't mind being this lonely [Verse 2] So maybe it's grim but I'll spill on a whim about all that I think My thoughts subside 'til I'm pushed to the brink Miscalculated, so often equated This sh*t's so insane, I think I need a shrink Traumatized with flies that hatch in my head Metamorphosis ensued 'til I'm dead It's funny how they can grow Little do they all know Their home is rotting and damn near condemned Dissociation, deserting my patience I don't think I'll wake up and realize That feeling this vacant, no communication Is simply leaving me terrorized I see all of these faces inside of the places That only exist when I close my eyes So if this is a phase that is bound to erase Then I guess that I ought to just give it time [Chorus] Goodness gracious, I'm so cold My body's filled with brittle bones They'll break and bend as I grow old I hope your hand is mine to hold Goodness gracious, I'm alone Broken my sticks and thrown my stones I'll go somewhere where no one knows me I don't mind being this lonely [Outro] All I ever will be is someone that'll kill me A parasitic headfu*k, monotonous and willing All I ever wished for is sanity by twenty-four But I never got that, I never got that