Guano Apes - Numen lyrics

I'm trying to remember, what I do and why I'm here. And all your great defenders, defend yourself and disappear. So when the war is over, don't you tell me you just stop the fight. I won't even remember you. Oh, You were the one who said the lie. Don't tell me when it's over, I was trying to get sober. But I'm human, not even numen. Don't tell me when it's over, I'm trying to be warmer, But I'm cold. I can show you the heaven, wanna see it in your eyes? We can be like demons, let the music get alive. So when the war is over, don't tell me you just stop the fight. I won't even remember you. You were the one who said the lie. Don't tell me when it's over, I was trying to get sober. But I'm human, not even numen. Don't tell me when it's over, I'm trying to be warmer, But I'm cold. So many times, you thought I've given all the best for you, but since you took that fruit the colors went to blood And so many times we fade away without to trail the truth. I come over you and gonna let it go You are afraid to fly, afraid to love...