Grieves - Recluse lyrics

Yeah, I pushed the boat out - I'm floating on faith Got a I-don't-give-a-sh** look stuck on my face I guess that I've become a product of the castle gates Dug a moat around my heart and filled it up with hate I went and poured it on the rocks with my last hour So thick that a normal person would pa** out from Now something of which I used to confide in Got me seek in silence, propping open my eyelids Stupid - I just want to listen to the music Fade in to the background and drink until the room spins So move some, there ain't nothing left to see here The only words I'm a pay attention to are "free beer" So leave me here like a cricket in a matchbox Cash in my good luck and spend it on a padlock The bad thoughts and the whiskey are better company than bullsh** So just leave it and go I don't want to go outside today No, I want to be left alone I don't want to put the mask on my face No, I want to be left alone I don't want to get up out my bed I want to be left alone Didn't hear a goddamn word you said Go home I hit the still water; coasting on hope Got a bunch of little daggers tattooed on my throat - ouch What's the point of making friends when you grew up With a devil and couple of pretend ones I guess that I don't know the difference when it comes to space You're either leaving me alone or all up in my face And lately, with the way that things are going I don't taste the sugar in your words for me to give a sh** about what you say Yup - I'm crazy and irrational Always tell the truth so that you can call me "a**hole" I prefer the black hole over the sun Plant a seed up in the sound garden; watered with rum It's not the same when you're looking through the frame of a broken heart The smoke blinds but also helps you look the part So you can knock it 'til your knuckles get scars I suggest you leave it and go I don't want to go outside today No, I want to be left alone I don't want to put the mask on my face No, I want to be left alone I don't want to get up out my bed I want to be left alone Didn't hear a goddamn word you said Go home