Grieves - Get down lyrics

I wish that I could remember the day I lost it Flip through the pages I've written when I'm unconscious I black out and I really don't understand it But everything's relative Everything's relative right now I feel my life is a physical writing block Repeating over the past While fighting against the clock And it hurts me Deep down inside, yo it urks me Any incentive of a poetical scent of purpose is gone And I don't really say goodbye's much Wasn't worth the wait But this is plague is mine (yup) So if I write it, in script it across the airwaves Boogie down, break neck style Emotion narrates the pa**ion Single admission to see the facet Mingle within it and inflict it within this disaster? Like welcome I don't know what it means but it helps me Another dying dream in the land of living wealthy To pray on Constricted to the grey spots Life is painted in four palette pictures With the emptiness my pain caused Believe it though Even in it's meaningless I tread the water dream fully Exceeding in what's eating me I get down (Chorus) I get down (and its like this) Down like how? Man, I black out the pressure Fade out the sounds I get down (its like this) Down like how? How down cut you're wrists down Pump you're fists up I get down (and its like this) Down like how? Man, I black out the pressure Fade out the sounds I get down And its like this Born into it Another grade-A reject Another tombstone in the grave out of respect The descent in my life infused with religion Got all my friends shot out the air like clay pigeons And it isn't What you envisioned when you admitted The single emit smidgen of ever giving a damn So what's my life? Another breathe taken Water under the bridge A fool for the making It must be I mean, love don't trust me Fight for its feeling While I die in its company I get down And it's impossible to get up A heart full of bricks With a mouth full of hiccups With more dust to kick up Then ambition itself Handcuffed to the furnace of my own vision of hell I seem docile Yea, born into the wrong child Fight against the smiles and frowns People I get down (Chorus)