Greyson Chance - Bad to Myself lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm done with the drinking Falling flat on my face, wasted Away all my good graces I just can't find my friends like I'm lost in the party I'm done with the boys who keep causing me pain Poison, when I carry the blame It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody [Pre-Chorus] Now it's all in the past No, I'm not going back [Chorus] Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire Lately, I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire Lately, I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself, yeah [Verse 2] I'm done being selfish, my hollow words Lying, scared that I can't be heard And I need a chance at a real conversation I'm done overthinking, every step that I take Was it the way that I hesitate? And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation, hm [Chorus] Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire Lately, I'm so damn tired I'm being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire Lately, I'm so damn tired I'm being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself [Bridge] No demon in me that I can't fight Look in the mirror, this is my life Even through all four seasons Fighting for my new freedom No demon in me that I can't fight Look in the mirror, this is my life Even through all four seasons Fighting for my new freedom [Chorus] Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire Lately, I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire Lately, I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself Bad, bad to myself, yeah