Gramatik - Faraway lyrics

I rise up, in the evening Watch the sunset on the hills You ain't here, just me and myself I crack a beer, maybe pop a pill It's Friday night babe, or is it morning? I don't know, cause time ain't real I'm just a child out for a thrill Just a boy with a void to fill So help me baby, because I'm bleeding down inside Been believing my own lies for way too long I feel so far away I just want for you to see A stronger man inside of me But he's been so gone He's been so far away It ain't easy being lonely So at the start, you feel you're free But after time, you find somebody Who's there that listens to your stories But she ain't right, she ain't you Ain't no thing gonna change that babe Just a boy with a void to fill Just a child out for a thrill So help me baby, because I'm bleeding down inside Ben believing my own lies for way too long I feel so far away I just want for you to see A stronger man inside of me But he's been so gone He's been so far away Ain't nobody, there to tell me How to navigate the pitfalls coming And now my body, feeds on the searing pain of my withdrawals in love yeah I'm inside, by the way Ain't no love here So help me baby, because I'm bleeding down inside Been believing my own lies for way too long I feel so far away I just want for you to see A stronger man inside of me But he's been so gone He's been so far away Just a boy with a void to fill Just a child out for a thrill