an*lyse myself away Am I ready to forgive If you wanted me back today Could I really cope with it Life it s**s s**s s**s so much The slowest way to die When we talk about the past I always have to hold my tongue I blew my first chance and my last But still I don't feel like we've begun its painful sitting on my hands When I wanna touch your hair You know I worship every strand This hopelessness just don't feel fair