Grafh - Still Pray lyrics

(Intro) Yo You trying to talk aye Ah (Hook: King Charlton) I don't know if I believe but I still pray (X2) Please shine light on these dark days And make a n***a better than yesterday I don't know if I believe but I still pray (X2) Please shine light on these dark days And make a n***a better than yesterday (Verse 1: King Charlton) (?) in the hole feel like three days Running from my pain but I lost my weight All this liquor and c**aine (X2) Got a n***a turned up when I'm on stage Eye contact (?) stage Dope and the church just fore play s** out up my soul and she fly away (?) in the bait Everyday I come on late Trying to find a better way Its just me I'm a sinning saint (Verse 2: Grafh) On the I95 on the interstates (?) on the state Momma said "slow down" but I didn't wait I'm guessing (?) testing if isn't fate Will I end up like (?) Britney Or my curse like Bruce Lee and Brandon Which mean I end up like Christina and Whitney I'm drinking till I feel the liquor leaving my kidneys I'm trying (?) pain that I'm trying to run from Its ironic cause I'm numbing the pain that I'm numb from Got a bucket list of things to do when I'm (?) some And I don't get the joy I expected from none of them because I'm from Well, loyalty is just a tattoo And every lie here sound mad true And everybody act brand new Everything is retro So everything old is brand new sh**! (Hook) (Verse 2: Grafh) I heard a little girl had a dream She wanna look like the girls in the magazines But in real life the girl in the magazine Will never look like the girl in the magazine Everything is all Photoshop It all exposes a lot when the doors don't lock Rappers only poses for the photo ops (?) don't pop when the (?) don't dock Oh don't stop That chain made platinum (?) whatever made Robocop I mean, I don't know what to believe Searching for the truth I don't know what to go read I don't know what to go need I only went to college cuz I was supposed to I didn't know what to achieve I don't know (?) or what to believe I don't know what to give away and what to receive If you love you get hurt If you trust you get burnt When the Instagram likes come become what you're worth Every blessing I receive come with a curse Every message I believe come with a church So I don't care what anyone tell me I'm done with the brainwash I need my soul cleaned and my brain washed I know your TVs leaving your brainwashed For real (Hook) (Verse 3: Grafh) Goddam I'm not the man making god out of man But yall make Jesus Christ sound like spider man He died came alive and then died again If the media can't control you then the bible can They say he got the world up inside his hands While the devil try to fit the world in a frying pan Can't even let my mind expand And keep waiting for mermaids to rise from the sand Stop I was raised a proper Christian I'm not the opposition Stop questioning my position I believe in a higher power by decision I believe in god not in religion Not in division That's not in the vision I'm not trying to confine or find a division Or decide an opinion I'm just trying to find where the truth at If the sky I the limit where the f** is the roof at Huh?