GQ - Back Here lyrics

(Verse) No matter what I’m just glad I’m alive Went off a cliff and happened to fly Just think, I left home without having cash and a ride Dreamin for months, lookin for cuts, gla** in his eye Knew this rappin would happen, the shorties acting surprised Casual demeanor, never slackin with pride What I think? Quite impressive, what a pa**ionate guy Promises broke, finger flip, new story is told Strait without a jacket, it’s crazy fightin the cold And they write in a code cuz they lines don’t explain much Happiness is make up, a smile is what I can’t trust And my life really nothing more than just a paintbrush n***as disguised, b**hes tryna catch rides like Bangbus Hard for me to swallow pride, think I need a chaser They help you then they hate you and you can’t return the favor sponsored links That’s why as of lately every day been on repeat I’m after everything, but will it ever make me feel complete? (Verse) So what if I ain’t got access to a actress At home keys that lead to any house on this address Does this mean I’m a failure? Does it mean what I dream is different from what I tell ya? Hopefully what I’m plottin is something they closely watchin My only option is time and I’m runnin out of it Countin and more to pennies and dimes, pa**ing plenty of signs Are they for me? Question is so confusing, directions get I just got on this road and already ready to exit it So many critics and ticket buyers were negligent Hate the way that I play, I just say they show no benevolence Sippin on medicine just to help em be patient Family members taken, identities be mistaken I’m arguing with myself, myself can no longer take it Facin another morning, next morning will they awaken? Doubt in my mind amounted, too crowded, no longer vacant Fakin just like reality, loving, hugging, embrace it yea (Verse) Chasin, no liquor runnin, ain’t look for somethin to phase it Yea, deep as a basement, they look at me and amaze me He be cleanin in comment, rock solid straight out the pavement Rushin like women up in they 30’s, look for engagements garb Hold this against me, don’t do it, I’m just a human Blessings don’t wanna ruin, just sick and tired a**uming Tell my guardian angel your wings keep me up on it And runnin before a force, I’m stumbling, knees bucklin Shout out to the haters, I love em but I don’t f** with them Til d**h do me part from my real n***as, I’m stuck with them Can’t let it go, I guess that’s what our efforts sow Extricate, writin and thinkin what if you aksed to blow? Random thought, clear fluid, see to it my stress is low I know they dig my vibe, rely on my essence smoke I hope my mama and I with that aggression go Got problems between each other, they never express it though Another chapter, skippin a page, how that happen? It’s a neverending story, feeling Sebastian Giddy up and they lookin like what you look up on? A couple thoughts of mine, I really hope they all hit home I sit at home just starin up at the ceiling Like will it open up for me cuz I’m close as f** At home starin up at the ceiling Like will it open up for me cuz I’m close as f**