Good Old War - Close To Honesty lyrics

I won't be running away I know how it looks but I wouldn't do that What am I trying to say? It's not like I'm gone It's not like I left you Forcing my way out the door I knew that my will just couldn't be trusted I should leave something behind I'll say by mistake, but you'll know I'm lying CHORUS: Don't wanna leave It's the start of the end Don't think it's easy for me Don't wanna leave That's the closest to honesty you're gonna get outta me How come I cannot control the way that I feel when I think about you? Tried to do so many things so it doesn't hurt And I can forget you CHORUS I know I'm forced to give in I'll try not to do this again The past has it in for me now I'm going down CHORUS: Don't wanna leave It's the start of the end Don't wanna leave Is this all that I need Don't wanna leave It's not easy for me That's the closest to honesty you're gonna get outta me